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finkel and einhorn... einhorn and finkel

i don't enjoy

this weather at all. i've been inside pretty much the whole time, which sucks cause i don't like doing that either. i'm looking forward to going back to arizona. i can't wait to skate and see friends. carl is coming with for a week, and kryger is coming to stay. it's gonna be fun. as usual money is stressing me out. meh, it happens. comes with the territory of being jobless. i wouldn't mind having a job so i wasn't slumming so hard. i don't know. i had some plans for the next year, then they changed, then they changed again, now i have no idea what to do. i'm gonna try and work at woodward again, and then i'm thinking i'm gonna live with eric for a while. i might look into going to school out of state, just because i feel like a change would do me good. st. louis is in the list of possibilities, i haven't completely ruled out arizona, possibly florida again, i don't know. maybe even chicago. maybe sf. maybe new york. i just want to completely change my surroundings, and hopefully shock myself out of the apathetic state i'm in. i doubt it will work. i'll probably opt out of all plans. i'm no good at this.




and as a side note, i wish you would stop being so rude. you've made your position clear, there's no need to beat a dead horse.

2009

january: moved to arizona
february: got mono, went to hospital, hated life
march: depressed, broke, stressed
april: back to illinois
may: roselle every day
june: briefly in indiana, woodward, met jill through text
july: home for five days, uncle todd's wedding, aric and kevin visit
august: visit jill, got a job at osco
september: broken heart, jill visits
october: moved to arizona, fought some inner conflicts
november: broke bread, got dumped
december: moped, visit home

the only upside was that i got around a bit. another year down the drain.

i like it

heima

this sucks

my eyes are on fire. i h8 cigz. anyway, nathan porter is still alive. thought that was cool. just downloaded the new final fantasy album. thank you sordo. otherwise, i'm remembering every day why i wanted to leave so badly. if i come back, i don't want to live at home. fuck.

i'm still blowing it,

the weather still sucks, had a mild meltdown last night, going to cream city tomorrow. i feel like a little fish in a big pond.

kev made this. funny stuff and good skating.

end of 09 from Kevin erst on Vimeo.

i like this video jackson made.

bored

i like this song

winter

sucks! so much sitting around. i took a bunch of allergy medicine that made me really drowsy and now i feel like ish. i still miss you.